Alot of shit's been going down recently. I've been getting really sick on what is my LAST chance to pass a semester in college otherwise I'm getting kicked out. I started with the flu, followed by a week in the hospital cause my dick of a cat bit me, then I had a respitaory infection and through all that this massively annoying rash that just won't go away.

Well, I've been working my ass off, staying up till all hours of the morning, not doing anything on the weekends, and still, I haven't been able to catch up and the work I have done, all the teachers gave me D's and F's. I'm falling out of place with my school work...

On top of that, because I haven't been spending much time out and about or even away from my dorm, I haven't been able to be as social as I once was. I'm not going to as many cons, I'm not enjoying cosplaying as I once did. I'm falling out of place with who I am...

Because I haven't been able to do as much stuff as I want to, I feel like I'm falling out of place with my friends...

On the other side of the coin, however, I have applied for a job in Disney that I will probably start after the turn of the new year, I have been scouting out apartments in the vicinity, found a nice one not too far from Disney, won't even need a car, and I have a wonderful girlfriend who plans to stick by me, through all of this shit....

So maybe I'm not falling out of place as much as I think I am, maybe I'm just maturing....

Who knows?